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Nah. I was wrong. I don't have anyone at all. Hahaha.

When primary school ended, I lost a group of friends, who weren't exactly friends at all. Time passes, I lost mutton. When I was with you I lost seaweed, one friend that I used to speak to when I was sad, one friend that used to give shit. Then distance drifted lychee and pineapple away. Then life took you away. I thought I was left with ip man.

I'm not making actual true friends. Always thought college peeps weren't gonna be real.

Think about it.
Who else do I have ?

I have myself. And some books, a laptop, a bike, my bed. 
So if something bad happens, think about it all day. Don't have to tell anyone, because who cares!?

For how long it's been that way, is it still surprising?

Cuz I don't need anyone.

People are fake. They come and go. Friends with benefits has a meaning. Why I couldn't get that close to the classmates like how it used to be?

Because they go. Remember that they go.

I have nothing to lose rn.
Accept the fact, no one will be there for you even when you're laughing at yourself and crying at the same time. No one would give shit, no one would want you happy, cuz it's all fake.

No one out there is real, and I accept that.