Aim for best

I can't believe what I'm doing.

Scrolling fb, looking at photos, looking at posts, then proceeding to your profile, talking to you and scolding you at the same time. Like you give any shit?

Guess what! I found my calculator, lost my favorite earrings, and ate chocolates. Fuck my life. Practical in chem got slightly better. I now realize how important qualitative analysis is. Wish I memorized well during spm so now I don't have to refer it like this.

All is nott well. Nothing made sense. Everyone was mean. Everyone. Except the people on the streets. I didn't get horned anymore. Maybe I got better in driving? Maybe. Maybe I'm more daring now. Yeah, not a single horn this week.

You wanna know what's worst? Lunch like that. The malay dude got me rice, I said, no, pinggan je, and picked 4/5 vege, and a bit of meat. Zhap fan uncle asked, don't I eat rice? So I said, no I do eat, but now trying to lose fats.
"What fats do you have to lose?" Lol thank you, zhap fan uncle. But you know what? I don't care. We have to always aim high right? Once you think it's enough, will you still work hard?

If A is not enough, you work harder for an A*. If A* is not enough, you work for a 100 mark. I'm not enough.

Good newsss, btw.
Dad said he wants to buy workout equipments. That's good! I can return the coins to my sister I guess.

These days I have so many new goals I'm thirsty to start tomorrows. That's why I said working out helps with the negativity.