Sometimes I think I'm too quiet. I always prefer sitting at the sides. I listen and look at the overall picture, but I'm not involved. Get me? I don't know. I'm antisocial for no fucking reason. And I'm mean. I'm getting mean.
Tbh it was influence. I think. We're used to insulting each other, and laughing at the meanest way it came out. Sometimes I'm just so cold I couldn't recognize myself. Never gonna speak to old friends the way I do now.
Today I was praised twice. I'm gonna laugh.
Nabi's wife, like I said, she'd be leaving soon. I accompanied her to the caf today. It was slightly awkward. I'm not used to, talking to someone that talks that much. Um. So I asked her bout the transfer, and told her most of my old schoolmates went to Sunway. Then I said i prefer starting new, like how my year went cuz I used to be afraid to speak English, I sucked, and here I can speak however badly I want and I don't care.
She said she thinks it's fluent.
Surprised, and thankful. Blogging practices my English, I guess. It's the only few times I get to write and phrase stuff. I know, I kinda neglected the grammar here, but at least I'm not losing touch with the language.
Next, Obvious called me a legend today. It was funny. He talks to me like I was his life savior just because I drew his kungfu panda for him, and gave him my only rubber band I had. Well, art and craft started. I'm gonna say it's an extreme stress relieving subject, something I might be good at, but there's no use being good at...
Everyone has their talent. And mine shouldn't be on useless stuff.
I'll fall for what I do, and get better at them.
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