Today I was bothered with an asshole's message. ET texted me. Ha.
Does it sound disgusting to you?
He claimed I spreaded the news to his friends that he played with my feelings.
Um, hello?? I'm heartless, you think I can be played?
I corrected him. Firstly, I didn't contact "his friends". I riskyly sent a happy birthday gif to Loong, he replied his thank you with a smile. That was really really unexpected. Secondly, after we broke, the only one that contacted me was ahchoo. What I told him, was "we were together, we broke up." But I added. I asked ahchoo to pretend not to know anything, and ask you. If you didn't admit the relationship, means you never took me seriously, means you played me.
So from ET's pretty dumb confession, everything tells me that he never admitted that we were together. I think, when I explained, he realized how dumb he was, bothering to pop up in my fb, to confess that he never admitted. Such an idiot wanting to bash me for fucking up his pride, but the thing is, he fucked up himself. And then, all his words went pointless.
He didn't know what he was saying anymore, repetitively insisting on the fact that I told his friends that he played me. Ha. Hilarious as fuck! He even tried to hope make me think that he never played me, by telling me, we were in "good condition" but I decided to break up even after what he suggested to settle my concern.
Can I fully ruin his reputation now ? When I told him, I don't think we were compatible because I don't like hotel,,,,
He suggested 50% hotel. 50% whatever I decide. Hotel sounds right to him. Disgusting. Let's not talk about that. But as a bf, he decided to give zero efforts on going places, building memories. He expected me to suggest all the places like he's not part of the relationship.
The thing is, when I suggested, he never gave an effort to attend. He ffk me again, and again, and again. Even when I decided to walk away from my college mates' reunion, he decided to say, I'm sorry, movie off tonight, go on with your friends.
Did you think 50% hotel was okay ? Tell your friends where you bring me. Tell all of them, let them interpret themselves. Are you playing me? I never told them about hotel, unless you pop up again, I will expose your disgusting true colours. Thing is, I never decided to ruin your reputation. The most I did, was telling my friends, which are never related to you because they don't even know you. Then you popped up to screw up that little mercy I left for you. Dear asshole, please note that I know every ugly thing you did. Don't piss me off cuz I could've ruin your reputation like there's no tomorrow.
Then he insisted, I don't like hotel, it was fine but why can't I mention it to him, discuss with him.
Hilarious shits can come out from his brain cuz I doubt he has a brain. I did mentioned to you, asshole. I told you, I didn't want our memories to be just hotel. The other day I hinted you more. You said, I sound really fine with hotel. I replied, if I wasn't fine, wouldn't you call it off? If no hotel, are we really still going out? Assholes will be assholes. Please stop talking cuz you really embarrass yourself more as long as you talk! And... You once told me, cinnamon used to confess loads of I love yous to you. You responded to her, confessions are useless, it's the actions that matters.
I told you I hated hotel. I waited chances, actions, of us to date at normal places, places I have the guts to tell my fam about it, places that we can go without hiding, without being stressfull about just going there. Movies, anywhere. You called it off again and again with super good reasons. Reasons that I never had anything to say about it, Loong's health issue, father's day plans, work being ruined due to electricity down.. But one day, you showed your true colours.
I asked you to meet me at starbucks one day, so near to you house, centrepoint... when I had the busiest weekend when I actually told you early handed that we wouldn't have any chance meeting up. I made a chance for us to meet, from all the shits I was going through. You rejected, asked me to go hotel with you instead. Disgusting. The main reason I broke up with you. That rejection means everything. Tells so much about your ugly shit mind. Nothing you said made any sense anymore.
"Starbucks felt stressful to me"
"I couldn't bring you out of the stress there"
"My main point is to have you away from stress for a while"
"I wanted us to be comfortable"
Does that all sound bullshit to you? Oh please.
Ahchoo never came back to me with any information. He probably seen me as a little friend. He realized, ET never admitted that we were in a relationship, ET played me. He didn't want me to know. So I thought, hah. I will never know. But thanks to you popping up,
I know.
Thanks for showing me how disgusting a person can be. I was really in a super rational state, to be able to move on from my first love, then clearly seeing your intentions after careful analysis.
You really taught me a lot. You were the one that planted this rationality in my head. You helped me to move on easily. And to never trust. Just that, I never did expect, the one I should never trust, was you.
Discussing with you would never work. Since you rejected any of my suggestions about normal activities, like you said, it's the actions that matters. Yes you spent all the money coming up to find me. For sex? Think about it. Your actions tells everything indeed. How ugly. Don't say that we were in good conditions. Good conditions because I was waiting for the actions. Two months was enough to show that you never gave a shit about what I think. We weren't compatible, because once together, you became a monster who only wants to fuck. So fuck off then. Yeah, if you never admitted we were even together, why should I? Let's just pretend that we were never together, saves a nicer past for me. Having such disgusting person as my ex flips my stomach anyway. Know that you're the most disgusting idiot who disgraces the name of all 28 yr old males. Reflect on yourself, rot in hell.
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