Make a change?

Recently I feel like I've been making different people feel good or bad. Or idk. I've said mean things to the malay girl from titas group. Don't diss me, she was unreasonable, she deserves to feel ashamed of her actions lmao.

I hope I've made valentine felt good. I think I've mentioned this guy before. Friendly dude, I can't believe he's actually a different guy when we had more conversations. Omg.

I felt like I'm talking to the old me!!! The me that died like.... Last year, mid of 2017. Omg. I died. Yes. The shitty me died. I think la, at least. The current me is just so heartless. He's so.... Sad! I'm sad for him. I tried so hard to think. What did ET told me, to make me killed off that old me? What did he told me??? I can't remember. He made me heartless? Did he? Or... He made me accepted the real world...

Yeah that's what.

Valentine said I'm good with words. Haha wait til he talks to ET. Counselling intended. I'm not good with words. I empathize him. I've been there, and I know how it's like to be so alone, having suicidal thoughts. I know I wasn't alone. I have my lovely cute yipman to text with. But I felt like burdening her, so I'd talk more to blog, which doesn't help at all. Lmao. So I told the guy, pls DON'T feel burdened cuz I'm a mean person so if I really feel annoyed I wouldn't reply more than three words.

Oh gosh. I feel like I have some urge to bring him back to life haaha.

I had such a great day with the ipoh girls. We had a study date, unplanned. It was supposed to be a "satisfy craving date" but somehow Texas chicken was (fortunately) located just next to tealive. We hogged a spot for hours and it was sooooo good. Studied. And.... I actually have this idea.

There are so many stalls selling pearl milkteas. It'd be great it they have alcohol in it. It'd be great if there are stalls particularly just selling cocktails, or... Customized cocktails from customers preferences! How cool would that be! The Ipoh girls are kinda snapped and gosh wr have such urge why not let's start up such business? It's new anyway. Do you see such stalls anyway? So cool and new. It would do great. Gosh.