Girls, guys

People are gonna talk shit about me if they listen to my summary of my recent life.

Yes I broke up with a guy who never considered me as his gf about 10days ago, then went out with a guy one on one at SS15 just to drink and chit chat about 3 days after that, then today I went out with another guy at 12.30am for food. Meanwhile, still had times reminiscing some times with my first ever ex.

Sometimes I really think it's not my fault. At least I don't think they're having intentions. If they're after me, I'd use my best talent of rejection. Alone is too good. Sometimes I really wanted to hang out with the girls. But they're so..... Stubborn on the isolation part. Wtf. Seductive plan didn't work. I tried to ask the Ipoh girls out for dinner but they said no. Girls... So hard to ask them out. I'm not even gay.

So this guy, zien. Asked me out for a movie. I think he wasn't joking about the bet. I mean, think about it. They gambled during world cup finals, and he said he lost the bet so he had to fulfill a task, which is asking a girl out to a movie. Honestly it would be cute if it's a made up story to ask me out, hahahahaaha. But today's supper talk made me think it sounds truthful. Hmmm. Wait let me pls remember, trust no one.

Sometimes I feel like I was played the same way shandy was played, just that ET called me "gf", probably just in front of me and only me. While that guy didn't even give shandy that position. Honestly it's better for her case. If I was 20% more dumber, I wouldn't have made the decision to end all this shit. I was completely NOT blinded. That's when the manipulative talk didn't work at all.

Life is good. I'm not playing anyone.
She said, a date and a hangout has its differences. Date includes making out. Hangouts are pure friendship going into a same activity for fun. It's nothing wrong hanging out with guys, since girls are so....... Unapproachable. Haih. Girls why girls.

I'm glad to know this senior. Crazy dude. We can probably be good friends if we're same age, in the same batch. Life.