Noticed the different content in my fb?
I remember seeing pooh in such a long time, we had tiny catch ups. She said she thinks I'm happier based on my fb contents. Full of furry animals, full of food, student struggle jokes etc. Yes, because we don't need emo shits, that kind of negatively in our life. But then again, it's not exactly true. What I post doesn't tell much about whether I'm happy or not. I share things when I'm mentally exhausted, frustrated, empty, or just feeling like looking at nice food. It's just super random.

When I asked ahchoo to ask the boys what happened to us, I did mentioned, I wanted to know whether I've dated a guy who was serious, or an ass. Up to now, he didn't text me back. I'm pretty sure a different story was told. In conclusion, I dated an ass.

I found myself talking good things about my first love. Mostly good things, whenever they asked. People do ask. Well, he was in my life for solid four years.

I thought I dated an idiot. I only knew he was an ass after the breakup. Honestly, I am thankful that he didn't let me notice anything abt his shittiness. I was mad for a while. But I'm over it now.

She said, does it matter?
Yes it does. Don't you wanna know whether you dated an ass?

My first love gave me a good time. He was an ass, but maybe he did loved me. He did proved it from his actions. Things are over anyway, why make a fuss? Forgive and forget, so you can move on isn't it ? At least I have to know. Was ET an ass ? Ahchoo didn't get back to me. So was he an ass? The entire squad can boycot me. At the end it'll all go back to the original point, where I had Moon as a bestie, none of the rest. I learnt from the squad, no matter what it's still a gain.