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Wednesday, 25 July 2018

Midnight kills people as always.
Scary how life can change someone from an unrealistic fantasy dream chaser, into.... I don't even know what I am.

Recently I found lews frequently texting me. We talked a lot of of random shits. I gave him hints about how much I'm enjoying life of my own, without commitment to someone fake. He's careful tho. I'm not risking it, not talking about much of the past, while he doesn't ask, even tho sounded super curious. Life is a bitch. The past didn't have to be mentioned for him to sense my exhaustion lmao.

I sometimes feel like I'm spreading negativity. Not actually negativity, just reality which sounds negative. Man, it was so very wrong to do that.

Remember that telling people about how you feel, is the Most dangerous thing in your life. They extract your weakness, and come at you. Best friend or friend, or anyone, they'd eat you alive, play with you. So never tell. My weakness is speaking too much after a point, when drinking. Guess I have to up my tolerance.

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