"No achievements"

Mom was trying to tell us a story. About a lady she knows, which is a very very positive person, who satisfies so easily with her son that has "no achievements". Wow. No achievements? The mom praised the son like crazy, but you described him to us as "no achievements"?

I'm wrecked. So I kinda question her. So what do you describe me? No achievements too, right?

We kinda had a lot of twists. Gah.

At the end, she said, she tells her friends that I can achieve anything that I'm going for. When I was little, I never success to learn stuff whenever taught, because I reject learning. And when I want to, I do it easily. After watching a taiwan movie, I literally played the song again and again in a few days, and mastered it.

Is that how she thinks? But that's not me anymore. That was when I was twelve. When I was little. I'm not that me anymore. I want to play well, but I don't reach far for badminton. I want to ace my studies, but I don't have the brains and determination. There are many things I want to do. I want to get slim and get firm neat abs, I want to speak english fluently without being looked down. I want to be the one that does things well. I hasn't gave up, but I just can't do it. What if she figures that out?

Am I a daughter with "no achievements"? So much work to do, but feelings screw up everything almost everytime. Emotions. So now what? Now what??;