I always thought Loong squad has forgotten me. They don't care about me anymore. They don't give any fucks. They love their ET, and whatever ET said, they will believe.

Crisp added me back. The one I felt mosr guilty removing him. I'm sorry crisp. He wasn't even supposed to notice. If he doesn't care, he wouldn't notice. Idk. I'm so confused. Maybe the ones that I hope they care, doesn't care anymore. Loong.

I miss them.
That's the reason I removed them all, right? I miss them but I can't. ET disgusts me. He caused me all this. He shouldn't even have attempted to go after me. I'm this much younger, what did he expect, me willingly to listen to his bullshit for the rest of my life? Ew pls. Stop.

I had exceptions.
I didn't remove loong and doctor.
Crisp can be another exception too, I guess.