I looked tru all the photos and realized I looked much happier if I'm in badminton attire. I looked much happier after I badminton. Turned out it doesn't matter how shitty my life goes, I just have to keep playing. Keep going. Cuz badminton is the only thing that makes me happy, I guess.

Fuck the bad arm. I'll play, I'll play until I break my arm. Then I'll find other ways to be happy.