The problem about me, is I can't let go. Yes I thought I can. Even my sister said I can't. Why didn't I even considered to leave this country? Why do I bother staying here? Because of my ex. Because of loong squad. Because of people I didn't think I can live without.

And when people started inviting, two different groups. Lavana or loong squad? I'd choose loong squad, all the time. Why the fuck.

Why did I joined you guys lesser previously? Because we were still close, I prioritized them. Now we're not close, why do I still choose them over lavana? Idk. Because I missed them. Let's not talk about the standard. Fine, if standard, of course loong squad wins. Well that's another thing.

I loved loong squad. Just miss how things were supposed to be. I'm not saying I don't like lavana squad. Lavana's a newer squad to me. And I'm that shittily looking back. Fuck life.