I've been looking at photos. The photos I specifically selected to be kept in my phone, just for fun.

My first wasn't there. I was probably really pissed at him for some time, to the point I deleted our only photo there. Even ET's photo remained there.

Biggest change I noticed is my attire when I hang out with the alcoholics. I used to wear simple, T shirt, collared shirt. After that, I changed a little. A little fancier. Then at the end, more girlish attire most peeps wear in pubs. Lesser cloth, maybe. But not to the super sexy point la.

It was some changes. Haha.

I missed Loong. I missed cinnamon. Doctor. Gold. Crisp.

It's conflicting how I miss a lot of people who used to be in my life, but no longer put in effort to those in the presence due to distrust. It's quite exhausting isn't it ? Know people, get too close, fuck things up, go back to the original spot, or maybe worse. What's the point anyway? since we'll never really know the intentions of people.