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2.49am
The voices are loud. Again. It's like people shouting in my ears. Why won't they go away? I wonder if anyone else have these kinds of voices. I mean... Am I normal or going insane??

They say, when you're going to feel terrible, think about the good things. I can picture them all food friends and yip man and moon.

Actually I do have awesome friends. Stomata showed me her crush's photo. I mean.. wow, you trust me, and I appreciate that. Then yip man,,, oh gosh I will definitely update you but seriously hope in person or anything. Pineapple too even tho we were always far away, but it's easy to stay in contact as long as an effort is made. I remember how you called me daily to check on me last year Oct. You will never imagine how hard I tried to sound cool and fine. It's ok they don't have to know that.

Life's good when the focus are on these awesome people instead of toxic ones. Yeah. I think Im a stubborn lil shit, almost no one can change my decisions. So I feel awesome to be having a clear state of mind. No matter how bad it is, it won't last long cuz I'm gonna end it.

Some say broken lovers can't be friends, unless they're still in love or they never loved. I used to think that's not true in my case. But now yeah I guess, we can't be friends.

Ok I think I must sleep now. Stupid voices just fuck off. Just look at how released I am.

I'm free.