Wood.

Do you know, how speechless I was, seeing your text? I'm still thinking about it. Ooh so you do know that you've been a jerk for an entire year. And all you care about is your fucking dumbass pride.

One does not fucking dump someone and come back as he wishes. You don't do that if you really love me. No you don't, you love the attention I gave, you love the way I care. But guess what, I don't!

I see you're very free now. Wood, I'm not. I'm not free for you even if I unresistibly went out with you a couple times. I'm not your choice. Do you think you can just make me be with you as you please? No! Idiot season has passed. I'm fucking awake, so you don't come back. You fuck off with your stupid pride.

Feeling stucked up? Missing me badly? Wood I've been like that for an entire year. I've veeb fucking depressed, I'm like drunk for a year. You know how terrible that is? If you can bear with treating me that way for a year and feel nothing, then continue to do that.

I can't believe I still care! Really? Pride?? No. Stop. Wood I've typed an entire paragraph to tell you everything, and you just reacted that easily. I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm trying to be truthful with you. Still, pride. Pride. Pride is everything huh? Then go, go find a girl that cab stand your pride.

Yeah, I said I let go, so? Do you think it's that easy? I'm dying trying to let go. Still thinking bout us, how we used to be, pride!?

You didn't make them hate you. My family didn't know shit, cuz I protected your fucking pride much harder than myself, ended up I just gotta fuck myself up in bed in order to not let them hate you. Do you know how many nights I've soaked my pillows just because of how you treated me? I still fuck up my mood when I blog, cuz you matter! Pride. Wow.

I'm just a nothing that prob loves you more than myself.