Wood

I literally ignored him. Then got blocked. I expected that anyway, why feeling bad? I asked for it. I ignored every single one of his messages, and I'm just dying inside. Thinking bout how bad I made the situation become, how pissed I've made him. He probably hates me now. I really asked for it. I was ready, but I guess my mind wasn't prepared. It was, but it's still bad.

I got home earlier today. I'm feeling so empty like I've lost everything that used to occupy my heart. I just sat down on the floor. I'm so tired. Empty. I didn't exactly lose anything. I lost him a year ago. Today, he lost me. It's a good thing. It's nothing to be sad of. From now on he wouldn't pop into my life and act like someone who cares. He wouldn't appear in all of sudden just to trigger everything then fuck up my day. It's a damn good thing. I have to thank him for blocking me. Thank you wood.

I'm gonna miss the old you.

I'm so sorry pineapple. I couldn't maintain this friendship. It's gonna be so awkward. Since the day you broke up with pax, since the day i made him blocked me. It's all over. It's just me and you. I guess the four of us can't play together anymore? I don't even know what to do if the djians invite us all. If they invited me and wood, oh gosh it's gonna be so bad. But you definitely understand. You're my pineapple. I wouldn't mind if you and wood stay friends. None of my business anyway.

I guess today is it.