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There are people in the house. Relatives. I wanted to leave my phone upstairs, but I just didn't. My phone was on silent. Wood texted me, I didn't know. I ignored his few texts, again and again, then mom told me to google something, which made me seen his texts again. I simply replied him. Here we go again.

I can't believe I stopped eating and just texted him, madly, all the way. I can't believe there are people in front and I almost just cried there. Haha. Stupid dumb ass. Stupid dumb shit.

Seaweed texted me something he was excited about. I replied, sure. He said I sound sad. Does sure sounds sad?

What makes people think thst you're sad? I didn't even say anything.

I promised myself to never cry for that shit anymore.

It's just so great I've completely told him how shitty he made me, and that I fucking let go.

So just fucking smile.
Smile for the rest of my life, so no one would ask me.