Fate

Maybe it's meant to be. Like he said, I don't have to thank anyone. It's meant to be.

If my cousin and my sister didn't mock me, I wouldn't have discovered the passion for badminton.
If I didn't discover this passion, I wouldn't have gotten any chance meeting my ex - the president.
If my old Indonesian coaches didn't go back to Indonesia, I wouldn't have joined my ex's training, we wouldn't have gotten together.
If he didn't break us up two weeks before spm, I wouldn't have gotten such terrible results.
If I didn't got that result, I wouldn't have such low confident that I simply chose a uni for well recognized course - A levels, at a cheaper college - kbu.
If I didn't go there I wouldn't have gotten to know moon and his squad tru badminton.
If that didn't happen, I wouldn't have gotten to know ET and his squad.

So many ifs. So much trouble.

Everything leads back to now.
He said, I don't have to thank my ex for ruining my spm results. I didn't have to thank my cousins for mocking me. Didn't have to thank moon for liking me back then.

Each step as we can see. It's such a long process. And it leads to my current awesome life.

Even if it ends soon... Which I seriously hope it doesn't.... Even if it does, it happens for a reason. I will not regret. Still, I thank all these people in my life.

At least, I learned something. I learned a lot.