I have no one else..
I know it's my fault. I could've told arrogant, pineapple, lychee. I could've made them talk to me, hope they help me. But i know that they were never helpful. How can they help me? Even yip man. She can't help me too. She can help the smiles and laughes. But when I have trouble, I find you. I want to find you.

The only two people I look for was wood, and ET.

I always told him. I only have you. Did you know ? I barely contact anybody else. I don't even go hang out with anybody else. I lose chances to get new social circles, just because of you. Just to be with you. But can you imagine? People can be ignorant. You can give your entire heart to them, giving up on others, and they stab it, throw it back to you and let you slowly realize it. They wait for you to take it back. They wouldn't just give it back whole.

So what ? My bad. I didn't realize that I shouldn't trust my heart on you.

And when that happened, the only one in my mimd was ET. He helped me once, three years ago. He helped me twice. But that's all he can do, now. He's going to go, so far away.

I don't know what to do..
Can you tell me what to do?
He's like the only friend. That kind of friend that can give the type of company I need..

I don't have anyone, now. I don't have anyone anymore. I'm done. It's my fault because I gave my heart to wood. I stop socializing. I could've found more friends like ET. But I gave up on speaking.

I'm really really tired.