Busy busy

Life is so tiring. I got myself scheduled on fixing my arm. I made my decision to quit lavana squad.

Today dr cheng was saying, our test 2 is on next Tuesday. The flying fuck. I wasn't prepared at all. But I guess I expected this weeks ago, so I did have at least 30% prepared before the competition. So i have like 70% notes to go. Two more reports.

I really really will die from high blood pressure. Or maybe, a heart attack. Or fucking stroke. Fuck. These days my patience is going down like negative. It's really really bad. I always hated the printer. But yesterday I whacked it along with my laptop. Trust me I flipped. All the cars on the road appeared to be complete idiots. Do they know where is the accelerator? I doubt. My coursemates. Holy. I'm starting to get impatient with teho. Fuck the nicknames, I can't remember. His English is making my eyeroll stay there forever. I can die. He could do journals no problem. But he has no direction. He can't generate aims. What the hell. If you do an experiment but couldn't generate aims, why the fuck did you do. How did you do without an aim? These people make no sense. Cini was worse. I thought she's normal. No she's not. She's possibly the worst. Mifa has good English but his words are almost complete bullshit. Of course we bullshit, but we have to bullshit to achieve the aim right???? These people. Oh my god. I can't trust them with my marks. I literally quit group works. I can say I forced them to upload it into the group so that I could do some modifications. Never trust anyone. I can't believe they intended to submit what they uploaded. If I can't even understand your discussion, how do you expect the lecturers to understand????

Holy sheet I'm so done. But honestly, at least they do help a little. Like 5%. They get a nice start, but I clean up their mess. Life is fucking shit. Thankfully BC is not ongoing this week. But the boys might play outside. Good thing jon snow is starting to remember me, he asks me along. He knows who the baddy addicts are. But he also knows how bad my arm is currently. Haahah. Who can say no to baddy??? No such person. Even the Ipoh girls are having the urge to play. I made it sound too fun I guess. It is fun. Heh.

I'll finish all the work today even if it means no sleeping. Sleep is for the weak. Remember, I gotta maintain the grades, and social, and baddy. All at once. What is time management? I can confirm I suck at that. Fortunately I'm single. Being with someone definitely gets me this frustrated every sec.