I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

We say these things but do we mean it? I know about myself. I don't know about people.

I have a soft spot for certain people. Not many people, just a few. And that's the dangerous part. Some are evil people that take advantage of that soft spot. So in order to be safe, you gotta do something isn't it? You know people. You know they're evil. Stay rational and you'll see when they're approaching. You cut off any contact method. Cut them all off. Change your name, your add, your school. Fly somewhere he will never find.

It's not that easy.

I care. But it doesn't matter. I care, but he doesn't need that care, doesn't want it, which is why he was against it, which was why we turned out to be how life is right now. So why continue that care? Just walk away, far far away. Make sure you don't see it, you don't get reminded, so you don't even have anything to be concerned about.

I feel sorry about losing such thing. If I can't smash anymore, I'd kill myself. Maybe you losing your arm is just a temporary thing. And when you get it back, you'll rejoin training. And this duration, this break is what we needed to unhate each other. I'll forget about what you did. Your existence.

One day when you rejoin training, I'll pretend like I never know you. I'll never talk to you, I'll never look at you.

Yh don't be dumb. You've been dumb enough. He's not going to be back yet. I have my peace for now, and I'll enjoy that fully.