Things we do for love.
We wait.

I spent so much effort on making myself hate the guy. People might think, wow you're strong. That's a crazy amount of hate. But you know it well in your mind, do you really hate ? Still trying..

Fake it till you make it. Is that even a thing? It's still not working for me. It's been so long. There are people after me. Usually when you think they like you, it's not overthinking. Unless you think the entire world has a crush on you. You think you like them too? It's usually just something to keep your head occupied.

Maybe it's true.

Licky asked me out. I was usually busy. Well duh, my weekends have to be pre-booked. I'm never free on weekends. So he failed. He has no determination.
Kon asked me out. He knows I'm busy. He even named a movie. And guess what? I watched it with my yip man today. I'm so sorry kon. I have my priorities straight.

I remember a period I used to reserve movies for him. Even when we weren't together, I reserved. I'd watch less popular movies because he might ask me out for that one. Dummy.

I'm completely problematic.
It all starts at 12am no kidding.

We had a lot I guess. It's not easy to forget. Five years friendship, including the time together. They just said upstairs, and I'd spot him just by one glance. Honestly sometimes I wonder. If they didn't tell me, would I notice ?

Yes, I would.