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Thursday, 4 October 2018

I can assure the quality.
Such a bullshit.

What do you do if your ex invites you back to his baddy squad? Honestly it's fucking disgusting. You can pretend that nothing ever happened isn't it? So I'm making a fuss isn't it? Oh please. Yes, invite. I'm pretty sure you're expecting a rejection each time, if it still persists. I'm pretty sure you know that I don't wanna see your fuck face.

The thought of you was enough to haunt me during the day, I'm visiting a monster? You got to be kidding me.

Can you accept if I invite DJ BC president for baddy? And his brother.

No, I can't, I told her. I don't think his brother would be fine too. You let him down, now you wanna be friends? I know, you both had hardships in life. But you don't quit on someone. We don't quit on someone, it's wrong.

Why am I saying this?
I quit on that fuckface. But most people who knew about the story tells me it's the best decision. Nevermind then. I'm full of vengeance. So much hate in me. I thought I'm getting better cuz I'm treating guys nicer from my heart. But when I think of these things that happened, I hate everyone all over again. This is so hard. I need a psychologist. Haha.

I'm not going to loong squad this week, because fuckface is there. Inference: when fuckface is present, yh is absent. This gonna go on for the rest of my life. I remember wanting to burn down all his houses and his car. I remember wanting to kill him, how can I see him? Fuck off. Crisp asked me. Why ? I said, he got on my nerves for some reason. He said, why? I never properly answered him. He asked, did he touched you? I said no. What fuck no. Just quit it. Don't ever talk about it. We can just pretend like we never happened.

How are you gonna pretend when those are the shits you've been through? He went tru nothing. He caused me consequences, but nothing happened to him. Even when he payed me, that money meant nothing to him, he's earning sgd, he doesn't give fucks. He was never in pain and all shit, he doesn't even have to pretend like nothing happened, because it all happened naturally for him. Fuck him. Kill him.

Ok I think I'll hate more at the end of this post so I should stop.

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