Get me drunk on my 21th birthday.
Oh my did that slipped?

Jj's a nice friend I guess. He acts like ET. Tbh. He has the most normal thinking. I mean. He told me about his exes, his preferences. Why they stopped. How he'd stop. Honestly, I can't even remember. Why?

I watched a crazy series. A combination of English and american I think? Or just English. Their accents are so nice to listen. And not to forget the crazy plot.

Let's start all over again.
I feel so young again watching it. Such an emo series. It's Not exactly that emo. Haih I don't know.

He's completely gone in my life again. It's a good thing, he haunted me for a week. And then, it's enough. I'm pretty sure he thought it's no fun because he can't see me get too affected. Because I had other focuses. He just got bored, and went off to play with whoever that doesn't know his shitty plot.

I'm having three tests in two weeks. I'm noy even done with any subject.

Am I dead?

Not too drunk. Because it's supposed to be them. I can remember loong's face, nice and clear when he said they'd not let me go on my 21th birthday. But it's an empty plan. It's my fault. The last time loong talked to me like my friend, was the day I treated him a birthday meal. While he treated me a farewell drink. I threw up. I cried. All in one. The last time I got drunk. The last time I had a perfect time with them.

Because everything changed when I accepted him back. Makes me have the idea loong might've liked me. While I decided to go with another boy. Loong changed when I accepted my ex back into my life. He wasn't that friendly anymore. Never the same.

Sokay, time will take them all away. I won't even look at thise photos. I'll be fine next year March. I'll be busy.

Gosh what's with me