I feel like I'm slowly learning to think, recently. About everything. Since when did that happen? It's like when people tell me about grudges held from primary school... Man, that was ages ago, shouldn't you have grown up to look pass these stuff? And when someone told me about how much he "loves" someone. Oh my. I felt like giving a huge slap and yelling in his face. What do you know about love? Idiot.

Baddy is love. But you still get to see many boys, OLDER THAN ME but the thinking is like... KIDS. You people need some real traumatic experiences for you to grow up. I've seen that boi going after my bff. I'm not judging without source. He doesn't even know her. Well people change. Who knows whether it's the same case? I know. Haha.

Bois complaining about the entire sport and school was just as worse. One teacher looked down on you, doesn't reflect on the entire school, and that shouldn't make you hate the sport. Or get traumatized by it. It can make you angry. So you play hard, play well. When people laugh at you, it shows that they have shit personality. But if you get defeated by just that, you're just as weak. Stand up like a winner. Train like a winner. Shine like a champ. Let them be like... Oh, you're so good. Make them be embarrassed of themselves. Make them cry. That's how. People will attack you even when you're good. Get used to that, grow. Shine.

Friends. If something can make you hate the sport, maybe you never really liked the sport afterall. Cuz if you love something, nothing will make you hate it. Even if you hate it for a little while, you'll miss it. You wouldn't blame all the damage it caused. You thank it for all the lessons, experiences. You never give up on it.

Gosh I'm not describing love towards a person but wow sounds like it. Lol.