What exactly is growing up? Define it. I don't know. It definitely has something to do about change.

Someone used to yell at me, Grow up! You have yet to see the real world. Etc. It disgusts me. Who do you think you are to expect that you know the real world? Sorry, I'm extremely judgemental. It just sounds funny when people said that, especially when they act like kiddos. But it's alright, cuz we don't argue with kiddos. We nod, and move on.

The real world. I had a bunch of old friends, remember? Although they did a lot of filter, they were still keen to boost my exposure. Haha. Great people. We're still friends, just out of contact. I know, I know. I'm so volatile. I'm sorry. People change really fast. One sec I hate him, another sec I'm going to treat him well. One sec I want to cut off contact tru social media, another sec, social media means nothing cuz friends will remember.

I see the "real world" through them, honestly. Still full of inevitable drama. Financial issues. Relationship issues. Friendship issues. They're all still there. Cuz don't expect everyone to grow. There are still kiddos like you out there. And they'd initiate drama. But the main point is their attitude towards all these chaos.

They're not afraid. If there are shits ahead and all you gonna do is be scared, then natural selection will take you first. Positivity is the key. And friendship aids that. No matter what happens, you have a bunch of crazy bros who'd be by your side, supporting you no matter what. What's there to be afraid?

We will be generous, kind and open. Try new things, as long as you're not harming someone, what's the big deal? Back to the start, what do you gain from insulting someone? From proudly announcing how matured you are and even reminding someone how scary the real world is? So arrogant. You know it all? Good for you. Maybe, stay in that negative bubble of yours and cry.

Are you gonna tell primary school kids to stop having fun cuz you have to hold time so tightly preparing to be a working person financially supporting his family?
Are you gonna tell highschool active kids stop being active on stupid things because they aren't gonna help with their future?
Are you gonna tell college kids to start stressing out for the working life and stop smiling?
If you're gonna live the future, it doesn't mean stop living in the presence. It doesn't mean stress out all you can because that's how matured kids are!

If you're gonna live the future, make sure you live now. Worrying about the future's gonna ruin your nows, isn't it? So how much did you really lived? Such a sad life. Don't expect everyone's gonna be so negative announcing how worried they are about the real world. We are in the real world. We know, and it's why we're surviving. Being arrogant doesn't help you in the real world.

I know the risks of choosing biotech. I made my decision anyway. So, I will make this journey one that allows me to learn to the max. There will be no regrets, no "I should've"s. People will come and wreck me up, but that's gonna show how insecured they are. Worry about your own life instead of trying to negatively affect someone else on theirs. If spreading hate is the only thing you can do, then it's really sad for you, cuz I'm still gonna shine, and you're gonna stay in there.

Don't think you're the only one growing up.