Today issa good day. I woke up with extreme heavy rain. I woke up? I don't even know whether that was considered woke up. I had a test today, you know... The plan is, tomorrow test? No sleep today. However... I was crazy exhausted from seeing how bad I did for micro. A little bit defeated. So I had great nap in the library yesterday, and wasted like the entire day doing nothing. I only started studying at midnight. Well. The rain was a good sign. And so, we studied recomb during micro. I can clearly see why I couldn't get good grades for micro. That's why. But recomb was actually easy. Really easy. I made my friends stressed out by testing them. So fun lol. And then, it was actually an easy paper. Hopefully unlike micro, I'd get better marks.
My classmates, ipoh girls actually supported me to go for menshoe's secretary post. Still considering. And for the clinic follow up, it was actually okay..i can increase to 1kg now. I hope I can do it. It defeats me to the max. Haih. I saw guan and he invited me to baddy tonight. I was thinking, I'd be on time because I want to play crazily. And guess what? Today issa good day, but not a perfect day. I had my perfect nap, and packed. My car was filled with ANTS. I wanna cry. I spent like... Half an hour trying to sweep them away, and... And.. I gave up. The car was left there in front of mph, with ants. And they fucking bite.
I went into the hall, saying I'm devastated. My car is filled with ants. And they be like "It's normal! Inti has a lot of ants." What the actual fuck. Forever win said he had that experience, and he just parked for a short while. I parked for a fucking week. So how do I get rid of them? "You don't. They will go away," with a smirk. What. Forever win was actually friendly. He just has a resting bitch face, so people are scared of him. Ronan is a little scared of him. I can sense that completely. It's so funny. I liked how today went. Menshoe wasn't around because she's so busy! I was thinking it's the last playing session so they'd definitely come. But nah. There was just jon snow and forever win. But it's sufficient.
There were a few games worth remembering. One, girls vs boys. I told them, let's play handicapped, since my partner can't play, and the boys were aggressive smashers. But without smashing, WE ACTUALLY WON. HAHA. I have a bad arm, so no smash actually completely helps my situation. Cuz its my usual playing style already: no smash. I kinda felt really satisfied. Then was the six games. It wasn't actually six at first. Just three games. I'll call my partner bwkk. Because he looks like my standard six guy friend named bwkk for short. He's quite good, but not better than forever win. So me and bwkk vs forever and ronan. It's two extremely balanced pairs due to my damaged arm. We lost first set, but won the next two. Then, again, same thing happened. I actually smashed. I can't resist anymore. I know I was making my partner's life a little hard cuz the opponents are stronk. So I did more. Heh. Sooo satisfying. It was six good games. Forever win is sooo stronk. I dislike how he taught his partners each game, he taught menshoe alot, he also taught ronan. Bwkk was convincing me he didn't teach me cause I played right, there was no need for him to teach. Ahahahah. Sounds sweet. But I wish I learn a little more from him still. He ran a lot today, and he said, he's trying to make himself run more. Cuz he has the brain, so running too much wasn't that necessary. Envious. I need the brain, man.
"Take the opportunity greatly rest your arm for this hols, cuz it seems like what you can hit is quite limited." He's right. I can't do much with the arm like this. It's annoying, it's boring. It hurts. Haih. It hurts. I needa heal fast, you know. Like instantly. I need my arm back. It hurts.. Jon snow was constantly laughing at my ant incident. I'm broken. I feel so... Tired when I opened the doors, seeing those ants happily walking around. "Just live with them peacefully." Oh god. why me. Menshoe was really late, but she still came. That's nice. She's actually needed. Her voice makes the atmosphere a positive one. Haha. She said she's making me assistant secretary. So I said, alright I'll take the job. I wonder how would it be. It's gonna be tiring. I'm going to be busy. Haih. Who cares? You can't retake some stuff. Stuff like these. I'm definitely not going to commit on my final year, so I better take it before my final year. Makes a lot of sense. Jon said they'd happily offer the job to capable peeps. HAHA. What makes them think I'm capable? I have a higher expectations for myself. It's just me. Nobody's pressuring me, and I do it for myself. So maybe, yeah. Maybe I'll be capable.
Life is good without ants. Badminton was extremely fun. I had a little fall, because I tripped onto myself. Gosh, too embarrassing. But it's better than being hurt. That trip was like the most... Unlethal one I've had in all my life. The most harmless fall. Yes I'm okay, didn't you see I got back up and continued playing. But then, I was a little off after it. Got me distracted, a little nervous. Today my form was pretty good, that I actually could count the score for everyone, quite well. Haha. Sooo rare!
Focus is the key. Do it, do it, do it. Says lalita.
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