I know you the worst daughter ever. Sorry for existing. But how about you appreciate me being stressed on managing my time well for studies, violin and baddy? You don't even know so many things I'm going tru. I can't stay awake. I can't focus on things recently. Period probably coming soon. And I have three tests to prepare, three assignment deadlines. Daily I still need to do the physio treatment. While I did have a plan of jogging daily to improve my stamina. It's holidays, yay so free, says no one ever. I didn't even tell my friends, just so I can focus on my shits. I didn't even plan much hangouts. Coussies wedding is coming soon too and I still haven't have the time to practice until I get to the pro stage that can play the song to be sweet enough for audiences. This week is the only week and it's so important I use it wisely.

It's not I don't wanna go to LA. LA is a fucking waste of time don't deny. It's something I go when my head is finally free from all these. And you won't know. Because it's too much trouble to tell. You don't force someone to LA. You don't. It's my decision and my decision is final. The last time getting forced was when I was with my ex. I forced myself to do things I don't want to just to please him. Now, be happy I want to be responsible as a person, a student. Be happy I want to do my part so well that you don't even have to trouble about me not giving fucks abt my life. Cuz I do.

I don't need LA at these kinds of times.