I'm supposed to finish two and a half chapters today. Suddenly, I was honked when I walked back alone, because I had a stomach ache. I had a stomach ache so I told the girls to go back first. And my ex saw me. Striked up a conversation. Asked me out to baddy.

I said yes of course. I said, it's okay if he joins. But is it okay? I don't know.

I'm a little scared. I'm a little messed up internally. Maybe it's not okay. I don't know. Mixed mixed ass feelings.

Am I ready to see him?

Love if exes cant become friends, angry if you think they can.

There was majority angry reactions. I gave a love. Exes cannot become friends.

They can't.

There was one moment I thought of ET. There were countless moments I thought of my first.

No matter what they did. I will look pass them all, and we're back to the original spot. Forgive and forget if you want to move on, isn't it ?

Yh please. You broke up because you want peace. Now there is peace. The main purpose is already done. We're both happy. What's with the knot in my stomach? What's with the mixed feelings?

No. This is wrong. Wrong.