Holy shit did I just neglected my blog for months ? Yes I did.
Recently a lot has happened. I don't even know what to update anymore, too much random stuff.
Maybe I should start from the exams but that's too long ago even my results are out.
How's life? Life is awesome. The entire holiday I mostly rot in bed and slept until no breakfast was needed. I haven't been out with the wild peeps much these days. Maybe we have our own lives. Maybe I neglected them. Idk. We're all busy.
Result wise... I have four subjects. I got an A for the subject which the lecturer said "This is one of the hardest subjects". Two A- from the one subject that I was damn confident with and another one that I was pretty sure I'm going to get roughly an A-. And a B for a subject that I was fucking sure that the A was gone. So..... Balanced, nothing to be too sad about. Nothing to be happy for.
Wood wise, I think the arguments definitely decreased significantly compared to three years ago. Yeahh it was that bad. But we still have ups and downs, more ups, but downs were so fucking bottom. Distruptive selection, selection pressure goes towards the extremes. Ok fuck me too much bio. To sum up, all is well.
Everything is fine. I quit drinking. Ok I didn't really quit. I just.. drank much lesser. I'm thankful loong and ET trained up my tolerance tho. They're still here. That amount I had during that wedding dinner was still boom, but I have to insist it's because of how cold it was. I miss them.
Life is okay with full of good food and great people, and it's about to give us more challenges.
Wood's starting intern soon. He's still starting uni with me this monday but as a working student's life. Daily 9am to 6pm with an hour break. What is that life???? That's until mid February, and then he'd leave, to work. Gosh. I'm scared. It's not exactly long distance but it's like no together time... Gah. And alone in INTI,,, I don't know. At least I have a highschool friend there, cookie. Arrogant's gay partner. We weren't close but we do have some level of closeness due to librarians I think?
Imagine traveling alone eating alone everything alone. I used to think maybe I have a developing phobia over all these years. Making friends is hard to me. True friends. Idk. It's just hard to be that close with people unlike when we were little. And... That scares me. Am I gonna blend in, or am I gonna stay alone ?
Alone is my thing.. i duno. Ok fuck it I am tooooo nervous ._. Maybe I should play more badminton. Wait no. Oh ya my arm.
It is NOT getting better hoho. Fffff
