Before you slice it deep into your wrist, remind yourself. What makes me live on that day?

My family. I owe them. I owe them. So I cannot die. Live for them. Remember? I'll repay them. Studying is my responsibility. I'm here to study, not to have fun. Of course I can drink to make the journey slightly bearable..

And that's the reason I'm alive. My goals? I have no goals. My parents make me to have a good life. I'll show them until I'm done, then I can die.

Stop crying, put away the knife. 

I have to get good results to earn, then I can die.